My hubby keeps telling me that we can plan our 10 year vow renewal and I am beyond excited. I have been looking at mens titanium wedding bands for him and I have been looking for a nice wedding dress.
I have found a nice venue for the ceremony but I still need to find out how much it will cost and how much the catering will be. While my hubby is more interested in buying a blueprint stand I am steady planning the wedding of my dreams.I have seen very few guys that like t be hands on when it comes to wedding planning. My hubby has always been the type to tell me go ahead and plan everything and then let him know so he can tell me if he likes all the details. The only thing he has been concerned about is wether to match his tuxedo to my colors or just go with the traditional black and white. I still got two years to go so i am going to take my time and plan everything right.
I am taking my time getting everything right
Why is choosing a gift soo hard?
I think it’s easier to think about buying drawing art supplies than it is to figure out what to get my hubby for christmas. I have thought about looking at mens rings and picking one out for him.
I have been at a loss when it comes to choosing a gift for him this year. I am normally good at buying him gifts but this year I dont know what to get him since he has everything he has wanted. Do you have any idea on what kind of gift I should get him? What do you think would make a good gift and something he will want?
Do you like the birthday invitations I picked out?
My daughter’s birthday is coming up and I need to get my butt in gear and order her birthday invitations. She has benn into makeup lately and I am lucky that I found the perfect invitations to fit the party theme. I cannpt believe how quick time has flown. I have a teenager and it is crazy to think about it. I dont feel old til I realize I have a teen and then I start feeling old and looking for the gray hairs that I am sure are going to come in.
What do you think about the invitations that I picked out?
I want to set up security cameras to be safe
I have been hearing about a lot of break ins around my neighborhood and its starting to worry me a bit. I want to setup security cameras around my property and make sure our house it monitered. I am such a scaredy cat especially when its just me and the kids home. Hubby sometimes has to work long hours and I just dont feel very safe when its just us.
I am making sure that I keep all my doors locked and that the windows are all locked and have the safety latch on too. I dont know what else to do to keep safe other than pray that we will always be safe and never have to deal with a break-in.
I love using fragrance lamp oil to make my house smell good
With the holidays here and family visiting all the time, I love having my house smelling good. I want my family to remember the nice smell of my house instead of them have something bad to say about my house. I love using a Fragrance Lamp Oil to make my house smell delicious.
I love the smell of pumpkin or apple they remind me of winter or Christmas, those make me happy and feeling good. What smells remind you of winter or christmas? What do you base your decision on when you are buying fragrance oils ? I am thinking about getting the buttered vanilla as my next choice.
I cant wait to see my cousin get married
My favorite cousin is getting married on November 5th and I think I am more of a nervous wreck than she is. I have been trying to persuade her to get titanium rings because they look so cool and plus with their active lifestyle I think those rings will last them better than any other ones would.
I am soo happy for her. I dont think I have ever seen my cousin smile soo much and just be all giddy and mushy. My cousin is a tough little cookie who could never be tamed but she has met her match and it just happened to be her best friend for many years. She had him in her life for many many years and didn’t know how much she loved him.
Their love story melts my heart and I cant wait to see these two walk down the aisle!!
We dont get pampered enough
I have been running around like a mad woman ever since the kids started school. Not only do I have to worry about the kids school but they play sports too and so I am always busy taking care of their gear for their sports and getting their things ready for school and making sure the house runs properly.
I can tell you that worrying about the house is not an easy task. I could sure use an affordable day spa in orange county to go to and get pampered. I feel my muscles all tense and I feel stressed out. I think every mom should have a day out of the week where they can go and get treated like a queen.
As much hard work we do I don’t think we get rewarded enough.
These kids make it smell funny
Now that the kids are in school I have been doing nothing but cleaning. I am getting to the point of ordering some fragrance lamps because the kids have my rooms not smelling so fresh. I dont understand why If I do the laundry and clean up their room why it doesnt smell fresh and clean.
I like to have my house smell delicious and inviting. For some reason my kids room always smells funny. I would usually use a plug in but my kids like to unplug those so I am going to get something better and that looks like a beautiful decoration.
I have changed my outlook
After being depressed for so long I decided to make a difference in my life and stop being so sad. I have decided to get out more and see my surroundings. I have looked at custom engagement rings orange county has some really nice ones. I want us to renew our vows but first I need to look at a physical trainer orange county again has some of the ones I am interested in working with to get my workout on.
My goal is to have my vow renewal on our 10th anniversary and in a nice vineyard or a really nice hotel ballroom. Getting excited about having a wedding has brought my morale back up. I have a spring in my step and keeping busy gives me no time to get sad or bummed out.
I really hope I can have the wedding of my dreams since I missed out on having one. I notice that when I am busy planning how I want my wedding or thinking about my kids sweet sixteen I am quite happy. I am glad I was able to not let myself get depressed anymore and I am enjoying life.
I need to feel alive
I am still around and depressed. Not only am I depressed about my weight but life in general. I dont know why I keep having these high and low points. I just want to feel happy. There are so many things that bring my mood down. I have no clue how to pick it up. I need to find the energy to do things. I have lost all the zest to do stuff.
I miss my mother and my grandmother. I feel like a zombie doing things over and over because that what I have been accostumed to but I dont put effort if that makes any sense. I want to feel alive !!! I want to feel energy going through my body. I need to get out of this funk I am in.
Maybe I am lacking some sort of vitamin or something?? I need to snap out of it and feel alive again.

