I need to be held accountable for my weight issues so I am going to list how much I weigh and I need to see how big I have gotten so maybe that will motivate me to lose the weight. I am as of today 218 lbs. Yes thats right I myself cannot believe that I have let myself gain that much weight. I started the day before yesterday walking but didnt walk yesterday because it started raining. Its raining today but I plan to workout at home.

I got 5lbs weights to work on my arms and I got 3 different workout dvds. I hope this will really motiviate me to lose the weight. I eventually want to way about 150 but I am going t make realistic goals for right now. I want to lose 30lbs to start with and I will take it from there. My goal is to lose at least 5 lbs per week  but lose it healthy like for right now I am working on portion control. I am also going to work on not eating out. I have a bad habit of eating at a fast food joints and that has got to stop if I am serious about losing weight.

I am going to make time for myself to do a workout. I need t0o hurry up and finish the work I need to do and then I can start on my workout.