Where have I been you say . I have been around just really busy thats all. I went through some serious drama and I got a bit down on myself  and felt like my whole world was caving in on me and I had no way of pulling myself up. I prayed and prayed and wished for the best and little by little things are starting to get better. We are still financially strapped but I am trying my best to save money and use coupons whenever I can.

The hubby will be  getting his Master’s degree in May and I need to have some money saved up for his graduation so I am feeling a little of pressure. Not only that but  the Price that we normally pay for our mortgage went up and we are struggling as it is so that got me down. I need to find a way to be able to pay the extra amount that it went up. I am going to have to get some kind of job that will be able to make up the difference.

Last but not least we did our taxes and ended up owing some money but not as bad as I thought we would owe . I am trying my darnest to look at the bright side of things and not get too down or depressed. I have heard the saying “this too shall pass ” and I am hoping that this time of struggle goes by quick and we are able to get on our feet. I didn’t want to discuss our personal and private business with the world but I have noticed that I do feel better when I write down my worries and fears and anything I am feeling. I  have always worried about what others might think about me or my family. Its time I stop worrying about what others might think and live my life the way  I want  too, not the way others want me too.