I need a place of zen a place or spot that I can call my own. Just because I am a mother and a wife doesnt mean I dont need my own space or quiet time. I feel razzled and highstrung most of the time. I have to run around and do so many things at once that sometimes I just want to get away and hide for a day or two.

I knew I was going to be busy especially since the twins have been born. I just wish there was more time in the day to be able to get all the things done. I barely have time for myself and when I do I am so exhausted that all I want to do is sleep. All I want to do is catch up on the sleep that I am lacking from the running around during the week.

I am lucky if I get to take a shower before 1:00 in the afternoon . I think I am going to try and relax this weekend if at all possible. We have a super busy week coming and I need all the energy I can to be strong at the memorial for jasons cousin.