I have been running around nonstop and I haven’t been able to stop and update this blog. I know I should as it would be so theraputic for me but I cant seem to sit down and write. As if I didnt have enough on my plate I decided to get myself into more things to do by buying another blog.

I have so many ideas and things I want to do but I never seem to be able to take the time to do them. I am going to start taking time at night and start dedicating a little time to myself. I know I am a mother but I am my own person too. I often forget  to thinkl of myself as an individual. I am going to start doing that.

I need to start taking pictures again. I havent for a long time and I want to start doing it now,

I have been missing in action from this blog.  I totally forgot I had it since I have been so busy with the kids. Today we are just going to hang out and maybe later on I think the hubby aqnd I are going to go out since its our wedding anniversary today. The kids are almost done with their spring break . I cant believe how fast time is flying by. Pretty soon it will be summer and we will have to be dealing with the horrendous heat.

I cant stand the heat. It is quite aweful here during the summer. I guess cause we live close to the desert it gets really bad.I plan to buy a pool though so at least we can cool off a bit. I also plan on taking the kids to places with air conditioning such as chuck e cheese and to the movies so they can escape the heat.

We will see what this summer brings. I also wonder if the twins will be walking by then ? Oh boy I am going to be in trouble when those two start walking all over the house. I hope they dont get into too many things. I am going to have to be on gaurd with those two.

I have been feeling alot better and I have decided to sell avon. I want to interact with more people and what better way that selling avon. I love avon products and I love meeting new people. I think that having something for myself  to do will make me feel alot better.

Oh I also got the Wii fit and now all I have to do is set it up and start excercising. I am serious about losing weight. I just need to eat alot better than I do. I need to find a way to eat what I like but not gain weight. When the weather gets nicer I will start walking again. I am determined to make a change this year no matter how small.

It is a hot day not just the regular temps we are talking 106F hot . The babies were cranky cause it was so hot upstairs. We all came downstairs and are chilling in the family room near the swamp cooler. I think this is going to be my spot when it is this hot. I finally got the babies to go to sleep and I really should be resting but instead I am writing on here.  I have neglected this little dainty spot for far to long and so i am trying to get myself back into the routine of things.

I was supposed to be going through my sunday newspaper and tke out the coupons and stuff I needed but I got rather lazy. I will get to it just not at this moment. I also need to upload some photos but again I am too tired to do it right now.  I think I will try and sneek in that nap that I so badly need. Ciao for now

Wondering where I went ? Well I had the babies you silly gooses. I had them back in may the 29th to be exact.  as almost everyone knows a baby takes up most of your time  now imagine how it must be with two babies who demand all of my time and of couse lets not forget that I also have four other children too.  The girls are on vacation and getting bored. The boys have been going stir crazy during the day because it is to hot to play outside. The good thing is that they have such a big house that they have alot of space to run amok in. The bad part about all that space is that we have to clean up after them and having such a big house  is not that fun then.

In other news my phone has been giving me problems and I am tired of having this phone. I want a blackberry or a better phone. I have tried all the solutions the cellphone company has advised me but it is still a crappy phone or phone service. If I dont get a new phone or they fix the problem soon I am going to change cellphone companies.